I am here that's mean I'm not feeling well ... as the beatles sang "there's a place where i can go when i feel low when i feel blue and it's my mind " this blog is that place ... here I enter my mind and just let everything out .
the problem that I don't know what makes me low and blue .... something is missing in my life .... or someone . I'm acting like crazy and sometimes like a fool .
it's a hard time for me need a lot and doing nothing to get anything because I don't got the balls to do .... I AM A FUCKING COWARD and that'a a fact .
I hope I'll get better soon .