still searching for me 

i need to know what i wanna do and what i'm gonna be 

am i gonna be just a failure or gonna be someone i can like him and enjoying to be him ??

a lot of things in my head can't work it out .

i guess am gonna be the one that i can't deal with him and just gonna lose control of myself .

many times thought of ending my life but there are many things i wanna do .
the problem is i wanna do many things but i can't i'm just gonna wait for my end and watch my life goes by