http://b-psycho.blogspot.com/2014/04/to-do-list.html

about this list... i got a job but it's temporary and i'm gonna leave it in 3 weeks
i'm trying to do some french learning at home
and i'll go to the gym after  i quit
and it's only one year before graduation  "i think i can make it and graduate in this year and i hope it's actually happens "
that's it . 

to-do list

I think I should make a to-do list to set some goals in my useless life 

I must get a fucking job 

I must get some fucking courses
learn french, Italian, Spanish and Portuguese and work on my English  

finish the fucking school and graduate .... لقد هرمنا حرفيا 

go to a gym

when I have enough money to travel just do it don't delay it 

visit Paris, Rome, Turkey, Rio, Algeria and Morocco 

take a tour in Africa .
and of course learn the bass and get a VW beetle ... can't get over those no matter what.

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if any one read this later please ask me if I done anything from this list.   

still searching for me 

i need to know what i wanna do and what i'm gonna be 

am i gonna be just a failure or gonna be someone i can like him and enjoying to be him ??

a lot of things in my head can't work it out .

i guess am gonna be the one that i can't deal with him and just gonna lose control of myself .

many times thought of ending my life but there are many things i wanna do .
the problem is i wanna do many things but i can't i'm just gonna wait for my end and watch my life goes by 

i hate being normal , i wanna be someone unique .
that thing that defines me a ME i want to find it .... so that when they see me they can define me as the guy who did that or the dude with the freaky shit .
i'm just searching for who am i .